I welcome you to this new site. Here i will note down as i please. My thoughts, my worries, my burdens. Whatever may come to mind.... [Note: If the text is covered by an image, highlight it please to read it.]

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22/11/2023

Kinda rad that i now can copy & paste command lines to ease my knowledge of coding, right???

02/12/2023

I remember nearly one year ago i made XYZ'''... Lord knows what went through my mind when i made such music. All i know is that it comes from a time and place in which i was not feeling well at all. I went through delusional and strange phases of emotions that wrapped me and covered me. It made me do such music. All i know is that the people around me and the environment that i moved in, was all abstract for me. This strange feeling amplified / evolved itself in February and March when i became even more insane from 9 hours of boredom daily at my internship. My brain starved itself of dopamine and worked on low energy, trying to motivate itself for something original. So i made video edits. I made content for XYZ'''. I was losing my sanity. I escaped the internship and quit halfway in.

During such time i felt abandonment. I was using alcohol and i was driving during this new district. Now of course i was never driving drunk. I drank in the morning and drove home late in the evening. Thinking back about all of this, the memory i had was bitter sweet. I felt messed up. Yet the mixture of emotional pain, with a new landscape, people, choices and usage of media crafted a memory that i will not forget so quickly... In all honesty, i kind of wish i had a time machine so i could re-experience a week of this core memory in person. Then again it is better that i parted ways with that which made me go temporarily insane. December 2022 - March 2023. A time to remember.